What happened seven years later could have been further from what I wanted. Still, it was precisely what I needed to take the first step into a life that aligned with my personal values, many of which were awakened within me by one of the most influential black metal artists of our times - Hulder. I own a copy of her debut full-length album, Godslastering: Hymns of a Forlorn Peasantry, and a signed copy of The Eternal Fanfare, both on vinyl.